January 2009
humane shelter commercial on tv please go away you are making me cry for the adorable animals and um where did you get me a picture of my dog?
Jan 1st
those things that you're worrying about?
they usually end up being not the huge problem that you’ve made up in your head.  Remember that the next time that you work yourself into a tizzy
Jan 1st
December 2008
Dec 31st
Listenjoshawesome: lipstickonacig: i’m going to take a...
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
gross.  I am dirty and I keep putting off showering but I am actually going to go do it right now.  See ya soon!
Dec 31st
my Christmas package is apparently just chillin in Calgary.  I want Christmas presents now, Canada post!  Please?
Dec 31st
my new diet
I have a conmpany banquet coming up in January and I’m trying to lose a couple pounds so I look hella hot for it.  And apparently my idea of a diet is 3 cups of coffee a day and not eating until dinner time.  Or at least that has been my diet the last few days.  Probably not healthy, any probably the reason for my panic attack last night, but a lot easier than remembering to eat at every...
Dec 31st
and this one
Dearest Smashley, I was about to wish that your every dream for 2009 come true. That you find yourself surrounded by friends, laughter, and good times. I almost wished that your every cup runneth over financially, romantically, spiritually, and creatively. That good health be your faithful companion, peace your guarded ally, and love your perpetual guide. When suddenly, it dawned on me that...
Dec 31st
from the universe
2009, Smashley, will not be just another year. It’s the absolute richest I’ve ever imagined, with the most possibilities I’ve ever created, for the coolest people I’ve ever known, to do the greatest things that have ever been done. I get emails from the universe.  This was a few days ago and it made me smile
Dec 31st
Listenjoshawesome: shashashaa: Death Cab For Cutie -...
Dec 31st
Listenohryan: Third Eye Blind - Losing a Whole Year ...
Dec 31st
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so
seasonschild: johncody: joshawesome: seasonschild: i just realized, my year started one way, and ended in a complete polar opposite. in almost every possible way. Mine did too. It’s a new year though, with new moments, decisions, and choices waiting. ditto? dito? dido? i think it’s ditto? haven’t heard dido in a while. maybe she’ll come up with a new song to be played out this year?...
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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New Year's Meme
lenachen: In 2008, I gained: ug like 15 pounds, but also a better appreciation for my strength I lost: a boyfriend, my sense of security, but these things helped me find my strength I stopped: having sex.  I started: going to church again, blogging, and believing in myself I was hugely satisfied by: moving from Montreal to a place where I knew no one, and surviving.  And then leaving that place...
Dec 31st
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Snow on NYE
I find it corny, but such a metaphor.  I like when the snow falls and covers everything and everything is clean and you get to start all over again.  so the snow makes me happy.
Dec 31st
Dec 31st
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9am.. maybe I should try to get some sleep...
stupidinboston: Not feeling tired, but if I don’t catch some z’s I won’t be even remotely awake for the New Year. Guess I’ll go lay down and try this sleep thing out again. Feeling your pain.  Went to sleep at 8:30 last night, woke up at midnight and then was awake till 7:30 for absolutely no reason.  Trying to catch up now
Dec 31st
grrr...
bringtheruckuss: smashley: I am having a panic attack. I’ve been having mini ones for the last week and shrugging them off, but currently am havving a can’t-concentrate-on-anything-else-just-want-to-cry-can’t-breathe attack. And I forgot how much they suck. Even when I know exactly what is happening, it still sucks momma and meemaw will make it all better omg.  I want to be there right...
Dec 31st
grrr...
I am having a panic attack.  I’ve been having mini ones for the last week and shrugging them off, but currently am havving a can’t-concentrate-on-anything-else-just-want-to-cry-can’t-breathe attack.  And I forgot how much they suck.  Even when I know exactly what is happening, it still sucks
Dec 31st
Listenjoshawesome: abilly: Ben Folds, “Zak and...
Dec 30th
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9,500-Year-Old City Found Underwater Off India →
noahkai: new-ditty: homecoming: notthatkindagay: shorterexcerpts: thenewfilosofee: (via lickystickypicky) awesome <3 So…Atlantis? Agartha? Shangra-La? Or just one of their suburbs?
Dec 30th
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Listenjoshawesome: applebottom: Say Anything - Walk...
Dec 30th
TUMBLR DANCE MIX 1 →
joshawesome: carlovely: bonus points for video of you dancing to the mix. It’ll be the first thing I do when I get home. Warning: I cannot dance.
Dec 30th
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“My relationship with my father had been on the proverbial fritz since the time I...”
– Chelsea Handler, My Horizontal Life: A Collection of One-Night Stands (via haleyleigh) (via carleighholley) (via thoseareturkeys) (via noahkai) I am going to go buy this today, clearly
Dec 30th
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Listenjoshawesome: copycats: “I Melt With You” by...
Dec 30th
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Listenjoshawesome: lizozoa: Sleep Tonight (Junior...
Dec 30th
Listenjoshawesome: meltinyourmouth: Free of Me —...
Dec 30th
k, going to bed to enjoy an It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia marathon thanks to my external hard drive.  Nighty!
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
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sometimes i wonder
seasonschild: why nothing ever goes smoothly. ever. i mean i’m not complaining, it makes life more interesting, but it’s always a struggle. I wonder the same thing ALL THE TIME.  I feel like things used to be easy.  Maybe they will eventually just go back to being easy?
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
secretly I love Blind Date.  Especially the Disasters.  Also the pop up comments.  Not so secretly I think that someone should put me on that show, get me drunk, and watch the ratings roll on in
Dec 30th
bringtheruckuss: smashley: Um, I don’t even remember why I had such a massive breakdown like 2 hours ago. Somedays I wish I could be less emotional. But these are the days when I should probably just write I have been cured by Arrested Development and How I Met Your Mother. Might go for an all night It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia marathon now. i think you’re super. cheer up. I...
Dec 30th
Um, I don’t even remember why I had such a massive breakdown like 2 hours ago. Somedays I wish I could be less emotional.  But these are the days when I should probably just write I have been cured by Arrested Development and How I Met Your Mother.  Might go for an all night It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia marathon now.
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
One Life. Six Words. McGill's new campaign →
Some of these are ridiculous. “failed a class.  Taking it again” um hi, welcome to my life at McGill Also the “discovering the world one beer at a time” or wahtever it was
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
bringtheruckuss: smashley: OK, I need a mood turn around right about now.  Anyone? Also to what was just posted and then immediately deleted I just spat water over my computer.  thanks (in a good way!) …yeah, it got deleted…but still, how bout them panties? haha.  the pic is even better, I couldn’t see it the first time.
Dec 30th
Dec 30th
OK, I need a mood turn around right about now.  Anyone? Also to what was just posted and then immediately deleted I just spat water over my computer.  thanks (in a good way!)
Dec 30th
my parents are photoshopping me into our holiday...
sometimes I wish I could just say fuck this. I have felt like a failure when it comes to my family for the last 6 years.  6 years I have felt like I disappoint them basically on a daily basis.  And my flight to see them for Christmas was cancelled, which was NOT MY FAULT AT ALL and my dad makes it into this huge joke (since there is always a problem with my fligths). And you know what? ...
Dec 30th
sketchy msn'er: princess asely...when u will get dwon to poor people to say hy to them
sketchy msn'er: I'm alone now
WTF
Dec 30th
stupidinboston: crushes: J., You are perfect. Even if you are flawed. — anonymous I wish this was made out to me
Dec 29th
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after sitting here and doing pretty much nothing...
me: "oh! I just remembered what I am supposed to be doing!"
boss (who has been sitting here with me the whole time: "what?"
me: "goal sheet"
boss: "dude, you said that 4 hours ago. What have you been doing this whole time?"
Dec 29th
me: even without being there, I somehow messed up Christmas. By my flight being cancelled.
Dec 29th
ListenMSTRKRFT- Easy Love I’m in the office and...
Dec 29th
hello random MSN'er
some random guy who I don’t remember added me to Msn today and talks funny (like he is probably actually french) and he won’t go away.  I am going to block him, but it’s just creepy bc he clearly had my email from a long time ago and just started talking to me again.
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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